Yogi's Psychology

 

Enlightenment 101 - Yogi's Psych 

Each person's journey varies a lot. Following spiritual path many times discouraged. It is very hard, you see two different worlds and try to balance both. If you are fully materialistic, then all focus in acquiring it. The transition to rejecting them is hard. It must be gradual, best is experience and quit it. One cant just a spiritual life, the spark or the agni very important for it. It can start any time. When it starts the life is different.

Where as I am trying to balance both lives. This world is now fully dependent upon on money, unless in a forest where I may survive. It is surprising that in 21st century the spirituality is still alive. It is not perfect. With vishnu blessing, it still shinning that light on earth. Why somebody can see and pursue it? others ignores it. When this transitioning happening yogi goes through tremendous psychological changes. The external world is brutal. Ridiculing, discouraging, shunning etc.

It is really hard to pursue yogic life full time. Every step of the way hurdles. The body craves, wants and the mind try to reason dominate its wish. Millions of thoughts, advises, messages, urge to express, convey the bitter truth, selfishly focus on the goal. At times feel that I am making tremendous progress and none. The experience os same but psych makes it different. Sometimes take a deep breath and relax.

Vishnu understands the avastha or pain of this duality. Keep encouraging to practice.

Enlightenment 102 - Yogi's Family and Friends

A human cant realize himself without going through emotions, temptations, desires, hatred and dominance. It is the social fabric that shapes us. Even though there is a higher conscience acting on earth, it is the collective conscience that we humans developed working together is what we experience. We write our own rules and intelligently break them. What is good for me may not be good for you. If i deeply believe that my truth is the truth, then dominance and ignorance sets in. My world at any point of time is family, friends, colleagues and strangers that I interact with.

When I say and do many things, the truth is they dont care. They do only it affects them. We dont realize it. Most of the time we are on our own and vishnu keep protecting us all the time. Our emotions run wild if our circle of life is a maya. It is I love all is the assumption, in reality We are loved by God. To my circle I said I am yogi and Rishi, seriously pursuing spirituality to realize self and beyond. I am is/was met skepticism and ridicules.  Why is that? Because it is of the perception what this means. They are not wearing cloths, roaming on the street and dancing etc.

The inner fire and glow may not be seen by others or even by me. What my progress is negligible and there is so much. You fell the burdens of all these. At the same time vishnu wants to express through me. It happened to many. My circle of life and experiences defines my journal as well. It is designed this way to enhance the soul. The maya slowly disappears, the inner light glows. I always appreciate my family and friends who defined my journey. When I am done I am stranger to them.

Through family and friends see the enlightenment.

Enlightenment 103 - Vishnu's Avataram on Earth

Yada Yada Hi Dharmasya

Glanirva Bhavathi Bharatha,

Abhyuthanam Adharmaysya

Tadatmanam Srijami Aham'.

Bhagavad Gita (Chapter IV-7)

Praritranaya Sadhunam

Vinashaya Cha Dushkritam

Dharamasansthapnaya

Sambhavami Yuge-Yuge."

Translation:

When ever there is decline in Righteousness O Bharata (Arjuna)

And there is exaltation of Unrighteousness i descend my self!

For the protection of Good and destruction of evil

For establishing Dharma i’am born again and again!

Here Lord Krishna says though he is unborn,changeless,i come into being with my own Maya,just to protect my devotees,destruction of evils,he is confirming that time and again he comes back to establish Dharma.

This is most famous sloka being mentioned every where to establish the supremeness of Geetha. Is Vishnu took birth on earth it is going to take birth? In my experience he never took birth as a human and never will? He changes earth and its destiny by bringing the divine mind. Even though the earth's destiny is written, it only our incapability to understand the true nature of Vishnu. This slokamm is there to give hope to humanity. Every religion is waiting for God to show up in 21st century. Is there any glimpse anywhere?  My experience says Krishna was never born, it is all concepts for human beings to pursue spirituality to reach God. The goal is to bring the divine mind and knowledge, let it flow on earth. The new divine conscience will make bhoo matha delighted. In that aanandam I bask in it. Vishnu never took birth on earth is a experiential realization leads to enlightenment.

Enlightenment 104 - The Human evolution on Earth

Scientists say that our solar system formed 5 billion years ago. For 3 billion years earth was evolving. Whether other planets formed and life existed cant say firmly. It seems Mars had life before us. Then something happened and all destroyed. In any scriptures in any form that no where it is mentioned that life existed closer to us. There were lot of imaginations were displayed. There is evidence that intelligent life where lived with comforts of civilization existed before. The evidence is 5 or 6k years. As per our scriptures, Rama and Krishna existed million years before and no direct document evidence of they themselves writing scriptures. It is all expressed by Rishis like 3 to 5k years before.

Ramayana and Mahabharath are brilliantly written fictional stories how to understand spirituality and practice it. If we believe it really happened that is faith. So faith your belief. Simple question why Krishna himself didnt write Bhagavath Geetha. Why Rama didnt write his autobiography by himself or someone else in the same era. You can make up any stories that why others wrote. Now the question is to understand the concepts, implement and realize self.

There is always there is enthusiasm that each person's religion is great but didnt realize the fact that all are great. If God is so powerful why do humans fight in the form of religion. In the last 200 years, man advanced scientifically and waged many wars and killed millions of people in the name of patriotism. Where were God then? What is Mother Earth doing?

The idea is Human evolution. We ourselves has to realize and evolve. So many wars and violence to achieve and can complete descend into chaos as well. Vishnu keep correcting us and we keep evolving. Today we can create a creation inside it. Is this evolution going to lead to something?

I am happy in the timeline, I was born to experience both scientific discoveries and spirituality.

Enlightenment 105 - Realizations

Many times we fail to realize many things in life. The consequences of this is we learn the lesson hard way. Life realizations are different from divine realizations. First glimpse is that your true self is Soul not this body. We are here on earth temporarily. It is an best opportunity to experience both materialistic and divine aanadam on earth. We are currently engulfed by Maya or ignorance which is causing us to perform our karma. By shattering the illusion, we see true self. This is leads to higher power which does all these called God or Vishnu. Now you are realized the basic truths.

The realizations starts trickling slowly. As I keep practicing more and more keep coming. Many understand what it means but cant say confidentially it is true like what happens to the soul? What criteria Vishnu will bless for enlightenment? I gave the steps many times, but still it is his prerogative to bless or not. Any action by him there is a reason. One of the best reason is Not matured enough for a truth and its realization. So keep trying with my imagination, could be this or that. In that realization comes. Sometime it shatters away and realizes with nee enhanced version of it.

It took a while for me to realize my connection with Vishnu. Suddenly things changed. I cant prove or share the connection. Leading to many truths like, God will not descend on to earth in a human form is one. This is said this way to give hope for people. Humans have committed and committing worst crimes from last 200 years. Why god didnt descend? Still much worst to come? My realization is before my death Vishnu will not take avatar on earth. It is yogis who will descend the divine mind and implement it.

Through many realizations, see glimpses of enlightenment.

Enlightenment 106 - Vishnu The Judge

Everyone judges everyone for survival and also to perform karma. The greed and survival is built in all sentinel beings. This leads to many consequences good and bad. At least humans know that we will be judged after death. The yama comes for our soul. Takes it for judgement. Chitragupta pulls out the statistics. Based on that the soul's next life is decided.

In case of Vishnu bhakthas there is a bias. Vishnu is the one who judges. Vishnu comes down specially to take the soul. I dont know on what basis he judges all. When my soul departs, Vishnu will be there extending his friendship and his world. He embraces the soul and presents with eternal bliss. My soul start ascending with to higher worlds, if lucky to vaikuntam forever.

Bhagavatham clearly says that death or yama will not come to harvest the soul, it is Vishnu himself. Why is that? Because death cant reach this pure Vishnu bhaktha. After death his judgement may be harsher or may bless with new life in some other worlds. The soul is delighted that it saw pramatma will happily perform it next action.

Understanding Vishnu is very important. It helps the yogi perform the better to understand the higher truths so that the ultimate aim is vaikuntam.

Enlightenment 107 - Which is Best? Gnanam, Bhakthi or Karma Yoga

If you are a spiritual Hindu, you would have heard Bhagavath Geetha unpanyasams many times. Millions of people have commentaries and opinions. There are endless debates and misinterpretations. Thousands memorized all slokams and some even repeat everyday. Here is my mind.

If you want to pursue, self realization and vishnu, Geetha is a book which preaches the basic concepts and guides how to practice yogic life. This book is Chapter 1. There are 1008 chapters to go. I dont follow this book word to word but as a concepts and ideas. So the interesting is which is best yoga of the 3. Why not all three?

A human capacity to understand the brahmmandam is very very limited. We cant fully understand and grasp. Say most  of us are dullards. The easiest way is Karma yoga. Do what I am supposed to do or doing with utmost sincerity and devotion. See God in that action who is making you to do this. The second is Bhakthi. I may be the dumbest person, with pure bhakthi and devotion to Vishnu, I can melt his heart and make him come for me. Such is the power of bhakthi. No need to fancy show off, just keep remembering Vishnu. He will sit in your heart, glow and guide you.

The third is toughest. Gnanam. The divine knowledge. Using our intelligence, understand the nature and its creation around us. I thought naamam is only visible on Vishnu's face, but I started seeing everywhere. Look into the sky, read the scriptures, ponder, imagine etc, the divine knowledge will flow. With that slowly we will starting to understand Vishnu. More and more comes and closer I am getting to Vishnu. So in my opinion Ganan is higher of Bhakthi and Karma.

The best is all three. Through which Vishnu will come for me to enlighten.

Enlightenment 108 - Adrishtam Or Luck

Drashta means visionary or a person with spiritual realization. A drashta writes darshans. Like my realizations and pondering. To have darshans we should have luck and blessings of vishnu. The Adristam is a word in smaskrutham to represent and inexplicable out come loosely translated to Luck. Say if a person wins a lottery for $100 million. We say what a adristam or luck? How to understand this phenomenon? Even our hard work needs some luck to reward. 

In the universe where all possibilities are possible under all possible conditions. So an anomaly or exception will happen under certain inexplicable conditions where the odds are nearly impossible. That impossibility is also suppose to happen based on the universal karma. So if I win a lottery, destined for it, but how it happened is inexplicable. Our universe and solar system is Adrishtam. In that we were born is impossible miracle. In that I am realizing Vishnu slowly is adristam. 

So when I pray to Vishnu, I say swamy please bless me with adristam to see you. Why are you not showing mercy on me for this wonderful realization. What sins I have not to have adristam? So I pray to the impossibility act which is possible under wonderful conditions. Many times we say that all planets should align for this miracle to happen. Keep increasing your faith, love, bhakthi, compassion etc. One day you will be blessed with Adrista Vishnu.

Enlightenment 109 - Graham Or Celestial Objects

With horoscopes, expecting God to bless us in everything we do, and people's ignorance, intelligent people are making money in billions. The faith is cash cow. Somehow every religion and guru needs in billions. Gods need them to bless. The celestial objects are the key for this universe formation. It evolved from microscopic level to macroscopic level. They bigger karma beyond our imagination. We are being shepherded by these objects. So we call Bhoo Matha. 

Every celestial object we call Graham in samskrutham. Simple meaning is which can hold on to you and influence your actions. Shani Gramham is the money minting machine for astrologers and Guru Graham is strength for minting money for astrologers and initiators of any work. Nava Grahas meaning 9 celestial objects based on their positions which can hold on to you and has tremendous influence in the country and its people.  These are not equal to 9 planetary as explained by the west.

My conscience says these are formed for a reason like our solar system. Their karma is observe and contribute to the balancing of the universe for sustainability. Say to live on earth, we need this solar system. For earth to be alive other Grahams protect nurture it. If earth has so much intelligence to create, nurture and maintain, it should also have greater divine conscience than us. 

I hope the Grahams which blessed many Rishis blesses me as well for Vishnu enlightenment.

Enlightenment 110 - Living with Glimpses of...

The goal of a seeker is enlightenment and Vishnu Dharshan. To achieve this, it is a life long journey. Lucky ones will have enlightenment and live to cherish it like Buddha, Jesus, Prophet Mohammad, Rishis etc. After enlightenment what to do? This will be enlightened too. The enlightened souls established religions and showed the path for other seekers how to realize self and Vishnu. The goal is let the divine mind, grace and aanandam flow on earth. Bhoo Matha will be happy too.

There were/are many yogis who tried their best and nothing happened. Many frustrated, jumped into fire, drowned in water, Jeeva Samadhi etc to abandon this body, hoping they will see Vishnu or seek next Janmam to try harder. In my opinion these acts are blunder. Vishnu knows what he is doing. We should not treat this body as sin or pain. It is the vehicle for realization. Worship and keep it healthy. Same way we shouldn't commit suicide in any form to see God.

It is a blessing to live on this earth after enlightenment. I can see how happy mother earth is. The world looked very different with super human qualities. There is a story that after enlightenment buddha was constantly pestered by a demi god to marry his beautiful daughters. He was constantly enticed to use his siddhis and fore knowledge for his advantage. He resisted all of them and lived. 

So that is why practicing yama or DOs and Niyama or DONTs as a yogi. Completely under control of all emotions, senses and mind. Hoping one day he bless me with his darshan.

Enlightenment 111 - Realizing the Soul's all Janmams

The curiosity is that when the soul leaves the body, how it perceives itself? First will it remember just previous janmam. What shape will it take? Subtle shape of previous janmam. The tiniest invisible light will be packed with gigantic universal information? Most scriptures say that based on the world it is in, it will take subtle being shape of shinning light. The focus in the higher worlds is achieve the higher levels of infinities. 

Soul= All janmams+ all births consciences+ all divine truths+ cosmic love + cosmic knowledge.

The soul seems to be so powerful. How it feels after liberated from a body? is my curiosity. In this human form, all the previous birth we are not aware of. It is better to be that way to advance and realize Vishnu. This life is beautiful to experience krishna leelas.

I am curious to realize what kinds of bhaktha i was and experiences I had in all my janmams. How many times i have seen vIshnu, what were the experiences. How the bliss in the higher worlds!!! If there are future janamams,  what experiences I will be gaining. My uktimate wish is to see vishnu in this life and cherish it.

Everyday I pray to gain divine experiences and improve bhakthi to develop into higher being for the knowledge. Always it seems to that what I know is nothing.